I’ve drawing up a time table and and am going to plan leave my 5th week free to allow myself some time to critically asses the outcome of the four weeks, update, redo my portfolio -getting my lighting right- and re drafting my writing at least once before seeing Quona and the ADAS team for advice.

I have a few ideas already. I want to go back over my crit. feedback and publish it. I think I have done enough research and left enough distillation time.

Lots of things have surfaced.

I have been to see some exhibitions.

I am feeling quite connected to the seasons again it is getting darker earlier. I like the way the darkness envelopes and the way things appear in the dark.

The exhibitions yesterday reminded me of my Cy Twombly research which I carried out last year in to his four season paintings. I was trying to find words to explain- feelings other than my direct response and associated nostalgia for my tree paintings and my strong connection to the seasons.

I have decided to research my pattern texture pictures photographs I took and add to them. I have started photographing and filming around my flat inside the cupboards and bins -the unseen places- and I’m going to move on to the park, river and Chelsea Physic Garden at lunchtime finishing in the V and A at tea time and see what surfaces.

Photo film folder click to view.

Joining the dots finding physical the connections to memories and thoughts. Sparking a feeling or memory allowing the art happen inside the audience.